Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Poetry: Reflections from The Rooftoppers



Hello everyone!
Here is a recent poem I wrote based on the novel, 'The Rooftoppers' by Katherine Rundell. For fellow cello lovers, musicians, or just readers in general, it's a fun read with an amazing voice and a keen sense of imagination.You should check it out! Thanks!

above the sleeping city,
atop the rooftops where
a girl looks for her mother
as her cello plays somewhere.

her heart is pounding faster,
her feet can scarce keep pace
the dreams of her existence
were to come now face to face.

perhaps this was the moment,
her body quaked and shivered.
she'd finally meet the woman
who released her to the river.

~Abigail

Sunday, August 13, 2017

Mi Pueblo Bonito está Completo!



Hey guys! As you can see, I have FINALLY finished embroidering my puebla dress/blouse! Though it took me an unnecessarily long time to complete (seeing that I started it this time last year), I was preoccupied and distracted with other things in life that it slid to the back burner. But I am happy to inform you all that today, it has finally been completed!


 As I continue my two year study, my love for Mexico strengthens each day. I am fascinated with the history, certain aspects in the culture, the language, the people, the food, the clothing, the music... it enraptures me as I read, watch, write and learn about it each day. What is this yearning? I do not know as yet, but I long to visit Mexico someday, and it's my plan to get there.


As shown, the waist of the dress is wrapped in a red band or scarf, with a black gypsy skirt giving it that 'Mexican' look which I adore! I'm pleased with the contrast colors as well and I must say this ended up turning out more authentic- looking than I thought! 


Ah, yes! What would Mexico be without the music? My increasing love for mariachi has caused me to begin humming it while I wash dishes or during chores. I am currently looking for some salsa music that I'd enjoy, not to mention many other Mexican genres there are. Do you know a few?


And finally dancing, another thing which I love and is found in Mexican culture! My mind is sparking with ideas on making many more garments such as this. I have so enjoyed watching the transformation of a once bed sheet into a beautiful garment with the swirls of the land to the south. 
I hope this has been of interest, and I appreciate all my readers beautiful and lovely comments!
I hope you have a blessed day and begin to walk in the calling Yah has given you!

Hasta luego mi amigos!

Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Senior Pics


     Hey guys!
Now that I'm beginning to get in a pretty steady routine after graduating, I thought I would upload some senior pictures my sister took of me! I think she did a great job and displayed exactly what I wanted her to capture... my love for music, nature, and my free creative spirit. I think the results were quite stunning, because each one was beautiful and unique in its own way! Which are your favorites?











Thursday, July 20, 2017

My Reflections: In the Pit with a Lion on a Snowy Day



Life has been busy lately, but I don't think I've enjoyed all its diversity up until now! I can feel myself changing as a new sense of confidence takes on, a new love for learning, and a strange inner thrill to seek adventure and chase the lions in my path. But yet... I also feel trapped; a contrast of doubts bid me to stay confined to what I know, what's safe and sound. But without risks, where would there be adventure? 

These coming months of preparation for the future keep me intrigued and hesitant, but I am determined to pursue what is laid before me... though everything within me screams against it, I will attain my goals, because I'm a lion chaser. 



Saturday, July 8, 2017

Meek, Quiet, and Modest?



I'm not really sure how to begin to voice my disagreement with this honestly, lol. The manner in which this was portrayed indicates that all women must be meek, quiet, and dress modestly. But in reality, this isn't the case at all.
These virtues are for the women of Israel, believers. Who are called to be the light of the world, not just for every woman on the street.

As for 'meek', I actually did a word study on it, going beyond the concordance and diving into the ancient Hebrew and their pictorial characters. I was surprised and taken aback to discover the true meaning of the word, which is shockingly 'watchful'.

In this new discovery, much of my unanswered questions made sense. Such as the 'meek'  shall inherit the earth, or Moses was the most 'meek' of men. With this new understanding applied, it makes sense that the 'watchers' will inherit the earth, Moses was the most 'watchful' of men (he would have to be with all those Israelites anyway, lol).

So my point is, since 'meek' is watchful, it is no surprise why Yahweh has instinctively given many (but not all) women in the faith discernment and perspective. Most women are able to detect things and hone in on it. They know what comes in and out of the home and are generally managers and keep a look out on the things going on around them naturally.

Meek, in my discovery, isn't depicted as a quiet and humble person. But as a shepherd who must be watchful with his sheep.

As for quiet, this word doesn't necessarily mean that she doesn't talk much (but in some cases it does), it can actually mean having peace of mind. If you are quiet in spirit you don't constantly have your feathers ruffled, but your mind is at ease with Yahweh's peace and assurance.

And as for the modesty, this also applies to men as well. Will not our Messiah return in a robe with the hem to his feet? One thing I've learned about modesty, is that it's a mutual thing for men and women. And dressing modestly doesn't necessarily mean in plain attire nor does this clothing make you holier and more righteous in Yahweh's eyes. The sole reason why modesty is even required is to not allow our brothers to stumble, but this doesn't mean we can't be stylish. If you look in ancient history, often times jewelry and embroidery were used to beautify simplistic garments, such as the Pueblas in Mexico, and the Hanboks in Korea. Both of these traditional garments are very modest, and they are garnished with embroidery or jewelry, beads or decorative string. Modesty doesn't always mean simplistic. But if you like simplistic, go for it! However, if you want to dress modestly yet also be stylish, there is plenty of inspiration across the globe. :D

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

The Heart of Music



Hello Guys,
Concerning an article I read on the loss of hymnals, I feel the need to express my thoughts on it due to my strong love of music and especially of Yahushua's message of love for us as believers. I enjoy both hymnals and contemporary Christian music. I do not think one is better or superior than the other, I do not think hymnals are holier or more refined than CCM, hymnals don't make you more spiritual anymore than CCM,  although I do believe that ALL music takes you into a spiritual world. As for hymnals becoming 'lost’ there will always be remnant of those who keep them, and maybe perhaps they might be 'rediscovered’ and sing them again in a century or two. You never know. However, in being a lover of both simplistic and complex music alike, I have to strongly disagree with some of the contents in the article. I understand some of the information given and the reasons on why the author made certain points, but since I dearly love my Father and Savior, and His gift to us, Music, I must offer some insight as well.
First, if taken historically, these specific hymnals aren't the songs of Zion. They originated from the churches in Europe (Catholic Church), and America (Protestant Church). Songs like the gospel hymns suggested in this article are nowhere near the musical or lyrical structures of the middle East.
Secondly, it is untrue that skill is fading in our day and age; Skill is not determined by the hymnals you know, skill varies from styles even to centuries. David played his harp for Saul, and he played with skill! And this was long before the age of gospel hymnals. He plucked  the common melodies of the East as European music and Middle Eastern musical styles are obviously different. Beauty and skill alike are in the eyes of the beholder, and to put down other genres of worship to lift yours up is a common pattern among humanity. We will always see our way as the best way. And this is simply the author's opinion.
I disagree to his alluding to hymnal books are basically better than PowerPoint software and other devices on screen for the crowds to see. Both have pros and cons, but you shouldn't put one down to make the other seem more 'refined' somehow. Yes, I know that PowerPoint technology can be a hassle as you sit there awkwardly trying to follow the musicians while the guy in the back stumbles to find the next slide for the current verse, but bound hymnals also can have disadvantages. Even though memorized, how could you raise up your hands in worship while holding a book most of the time? Or do you not do that with hymnals? Please hear me out. They are two very different formats for two very different reasons. We mustn't put either one of them down as they serve different functions.
And as for harmonies, I disagree. Music is a precious gift that Yahweh created for us and Himself, it is a wonder and awe to mankind and creation. Simplistic or complex alike possess a secret key to the doors of our hearts. Music is powerful in all forms, but I believe that the music that Yahweh bestows upon the writers who have hearts for Him are the most glorious of all, whether they were the writers of hymnals or our current Christian individuals. While we are putting down CCM for being too repetitive with no harmonies and basic chord structures, could we possibly be putting  down the melodies and lyrics from Yahweh's own heart? His own words to minister to the hearts of millions in our lifetime?  Yahweh isn’t impressed by harmonies or choirs, orchestras or hymnals people sing. He is concerned with our hearts. A man that has a heart for the Father and a desire to worship Him but only sings half decently with his guitar playing very simplistic melodies is far greater than the most skillful symphony in Yahweh's eyes. Because He's not into performance, he's into the hearts of man.
Although harmonies are a glorious marvel to the ears, it does not necessarily make a song 'better' or show a reflection of the heart. Words are even more powerful. Let us not put down or lift too highly melody structures of praise to our Father. It's all about Him anyways. I'm not saying that hymnals and complex melodies aren't pleasing to Yahweh, I'm just saying that we need to keep our focus straight and not get so caught up in musical structures that its not even about Him anymore.
To those who can play skillfully, sing hymnals and harmonies, Praise Yah! Get closer to Him! But remain humble about it. Don't put down the simple, repetitive songs of today's Worship that touches and moves people's lives. Nowhere in Yahweh's word does He indicate the prime importance of structural melodies, but He does require for us to give Him all we've got, and most importantly our hearts. For who are we to call Yahweh's work 'not good enough’? Let us not be like the Pharisees who performed fasts, festivals, sacrifices but whose hearts were far from seeking Yahweh.
The Pharisees who deemed the harlots, tax collectors, and sinners unworthy, Yahushua dwelt among them.
And the skilled musicians who call the clumsy, tone deaf, and unsophisticated musicians and their music, 'unrefined’, Yahushua will raise them up and sit among them, and shine his love to the broken.
And to those who play simplistically, who only know those four ‘repetitive’ chord structures, Praise Yah! Get closer to Him! But don't be afraid to give Him your best. You can go farther, for you can do all things through Messiah who strengthens you! And if it is your best, don't let the enemy beat you down!
If you grow to develop skill, remember where you started and don't forget! Don't get haughty! But remain humble and keep your eyes on Him.
Worship, praise and even hymnals are all about Him and what He's developing in us. Appreciate music whether simplistic or complex. We can have preferred tastes in music, but to deem one worthless and less than, especially if it is to with our heavenly Father is a big difference compared to dislike. Above all, it is the message behind each song that reaches hearts.
And Yahushua is all about it.
All Yahweh wants to do is captivate our hearts, but we’re all too busy listening to the music instead of listening to His voice and message.
We're so busy being divided in the body over hymnals and CCM that our focus is skewed off Him.
Like I said before, we can have likes and dislikes. But to put each other down in the body isn't a dislike and doesn't make us more saved, refined, holier, closer, or more spiritual, Yahushua is the only one who can fulfill these things. And once we come to this place we can simply enjoy music without clinging onto the things that make us somehow better or worthier of Him. Whether it be simplistic or complex, the message of the song will be far greater than the external elements. Let us allow Yahweh to be the judge of all, and yes... even in music.
But above all, the heart of this music is to open our hearts, ushering us ever closer to His.

Monday, June 12, 2017

So What's Been Up with Me?


Hey guys!
I know it's been awhile since I've posted anything on The Girl in Curls, but now since I've graduated I'm aiming on scheduling and purposefully completing the tasks and goals I have set for this year.

So what's been up with me?

I have been reading quite a few books, which is a big accomplishment for me! Also, my writings in poetry/stories have expanded and I plan on continuing my writings as I am developing a novel currently that I aim to complete. Whether it's 100 pages or 300 hundred, the goal is to finish it and also keep you guys updated on what's been going on with me in the process.
I've also been pretty musically involved lately, engaging in voice development, learning finger style guitar, and I aim to continue my music theory studies and also give my violin and cello some more attention.
Spanish will definitely be a big priority again as I shoot for further study in the language. And I'm planning on finishing my Puebla within the following weeks.
As for what to do next in education, I'm praying whether or not it is the Father's will for me to go to college, if so, I would major in music for sure. There are so many opportunities for me, but I'm not sure which to take and where Yahweh will lead. I've also been considering getting a job and transportation so I could travel more. Just wanting to bring in some income, ya know?
I'd like to post more music/covers on my Youtube channel to be a bit more active there, and to be more available for my followers and subscribers.
Also I'm trying to find a way I can produce more music for you guys in the future. So many goals, but I'll take it one at a time.
And a final goal is to meet people, get to know them better, and come out of my introverted shell which will be difficult, but not impossible.

So what are your goals for this year?